You know what I absolutely hate and yet absolutely adore? Those moments before falling asleep that for some bizarre reason compels my brain to be brilliant and start thinking. I mean why, oh why, must my brain torture me and begin functioning at the most unnecessary times? Dear thing that occupies (hopefully) most of the empty space in my head, thank you for proving that you work, but this child needs you to sleep so you can function the next day (or should I say in a couple of hours?).
And so I need to blog about it, or do something that will busy myself and make me sleepy. Its. Not. Working. Yet. (Perhaps it's that iced coffee I had after dinner that's keeping me awake...I know now you, Reader, want to bonk me in the head right now - actually, making me unconscious sounds amazing right about not - but that coffee + condensed milk was just begging to be finished and I refuse to believe it has any affect on me)
But this explains why most of my blogs occur at the most absurd hour. I'd like to change this, but old habits die hard.
That idea I had though, is just an activity I'd like to plan with an organization at school. I don't feel like explaining it, but I think it's an amazing idea and it would tons of work to plan. Tons but wonderful. And I'm really excited, I hope to works. The idea started out with a personal, selfish reason, but I believe that it be would be helpful/interesting to tons of other students...so it's not really that selfish. Or perhaps egotistical, self-conscious me is rationalizing things. Psychological can trump my reasons for thinking, but I don't care.
Mmmm, still not sleepy. Well, I can explain why I haven't blogged for about a month and a half (I know, shame, shame, SHAME). And my explanation to you is that I can't explain why (wrap your head around that!). I had some ideas but I just ended up writing long dragged out flubs. "Even a fool who keeps silent is considered wise; when he closes his lips, he is deemed intelligent." (Proverbs 17:28) Actually silence isn't completely wise, there would be a lot more terrible things in the world if we kept silent, but you know I mean that quote lightly, not to the extreme. Quotes should generally be superficially examined. Oy, imagine if every single, possible advice/quote in the world was regarded as definitive boundaries.
I'll stop now before this also turns into another unpublished flub. Just want to take the time again, to thank you, for wasting a couple minutes and reading my word vomit. You're a wonderful, don't ever think otherwise.
